kuhilangkan waktu

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Ini hari,
Kuhilangkan waktu berdukacita
Sengaja
Agar semesta kembali dipenuhi aurora cinta

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Adakah yang kecewa?

Mungkin saja.

Sebab telah terbiasa
pada abadi malam nan hening dan kelam

Bukan,
bukan karena rindu langit biru siang nan menyenangkan
Tapi karena obsesi
pada kerinduan itu sendiri.

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Ini hari,
kuhilangkan waktu berdiam diri
Sengaja
Agar semesta kembali berekspresi
Tunjukkan diri yang sewarna pelangi
menggugah rasa hati
tumbuhkan asa jiwa


/bengkoelen, doeasatu di dua aksen nol sembilan/

kecewa ibuku

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kala kuncup bungah ibuku urung merekah
ada langkah terpatah
saat menjangkah di sebilah pelepah rapuh yang rebah

... resah
... gelisah
asanya mungkin tlah terpatah arah...

dan aku...
kuhilang menggenggam sepotong bayangnya

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dalam lembayung,
mentari pun menuju peraduan
dan kelam keburu menjelang
bersama gelegar kecewa
dan hujan amarah....

...

ibu,
kuharap belum terlambat
: /kulo nyuwun pangapuro...

NATO

Gak usah kebanyakan mikir
Gak usah kebanyakan rencana


Apa yang harus dihadapi hari ini,
hadapi hari ini
Apa yang harus dikerjakan hari ini,
kerjakan hari ini

Gak usah nunggu besok!

Hadapi sekuat-kuatmu
Kerjakan sekuat-kuatmu
Selesaikan. Hingga tak bersisa.

Karena besok hal-hal baru akan bermunculan,
Berebut saling tunjuk diri menganggap paling penting
..untuk dihadapi lebih dulu
..untuk dikerjakan lebih dulu
..untuk diselesaikan lebih dulu

Kuatlah.

Kau hanya perlu untuk menjadi lebih kuat.

(Wallahu'alam)

Because

Out of date

Out of time

Everybody has been leaving

And I left behind

..Alone

Don’t know since when

I prefer to stop thinking

..to stop feeling

and just keep walking

..(in a ring)

without even seeing

without even knowing

..Dumb

Like a spell I keeps telling myself,

: Just bear with it,

..the tiresome

..the boresome

..the lonesome

It is just another storm

Enjoy it

..until the last blew of the wind

..until the last drip of the rain

Through and through..

Then embrace the bright emptiness

that awaits in the end

..But, for how long?

In so many times,

I thought I have reached my limit

But, “No,” You said

“There are more,

So much more ahead.”

So, of my dumbness I questioned You,

: Why?

..why You makes me like this?

..why You makes me bear it?

..is it not enough already?

And with smile that always entaced,

You embraced me,

and whispered to my ear,

: Because I love you,

..because I can’t stand you love any other more

..because I want you to love Me,

..just Me,

..and Me alone

But, I’m a fool

I keeps failing to see

..to feel

..to know

..to understand

And so I keeps running away

..from You

Pabo!

Baka!

Idiot!

You may telling me in many languages

I’ll take it

..because I am.

(Wallahu'alam)


Bengkulen, dualima di sebelas limabelas

Just Like A Puzzle

don't rush it

just take a step at a time

and everything will flow and take place accordingly

just like a puzzle

don't rush it

there is no good in it

you just need to make sure to keep goin

and everything will flow and take place accordingly

just like a puzzle

don't rush it

just keep your cool and confident

coz no matter how far or how long

you will get there eventually

and everything would be placed accordingly

just like a puzzle

don't rush it

you will be just fine without it

be strong

be good

you will get there eventually

and everything would be placed accordingly

just like a puzzle

...just like a puzzle

(wallahu'alam)

medio: bengkulen di hari kartini 2016

what a wonderfull world...

how beautiful life can be,
when there is someone who you loved and love in you, beside, inside, and among you..


how great life can be,
when there are people whom you trust in, and trust at you,
together share joy and sadness, felicity and misery...

how wonderful life can be,
when they are there with you,
whenever, whatever, and always....



ps. thank you guys, for a beautiful friendship that you gave to me.. love you.. xoxo